Mom
Why? After all of these years alone I try to figure it all out My mind is all mixed up
These barriers that my body has formed I push them away! But for me it is too late But you
All I hold are memories No So while I work away my days So umm – Ma’am, Credits: Contributed by FosterParenting.com
Why did you do this to me?
I am still but a child on the roam
But it makes me crazy with out a doubt
My skin has built up tough
No longer soft, gentle and trusting
Makes it impossible for me to get along with anyone who tries to care for me.
How do I know-
They won’t do how you did.
They all have so far
Too late for new beginnings.
You have the freedom of possibility
I have nothing but hostility.
Shattered with the scars to remind me
The fears and broken heart to bind me
Binding to a life of misery?
I think not.
Why should I always be the martyr in the plot?
Although my childhood is shot,
I won’t let my future rot.
And cry away my nights
I will think of you still
Why?
I can’t understand
Never will.