A farewell and a book!

Well this will probably be my last entry. As it is, I will most likely delete the journel soon. See, it is a part of my book, almost done writing it anyway! Someone here, an old online pal of mine used to say "You can not find peace until you have found all of the pieces". Please tell me by private mail if you know who it was. I use that phrase in my book, heck in my life! Often. And I want to give credit for the words. So. Buy my book someday ok? It'll either be called "Hiding behind the bushes......an adoptess search for truth." or "Pain, Help an adoptee.: Both of coarse are phrases my friends from here will know. Both will make them smile I hope. I still watch for that mailman here even 3 and a half years later! Poor guy! Not sure if he is afraid of me or sorry for me! Love and miss you guys. I do come and lurk often. I don't see you all here anymore and am so happy for those of you in reunion and making families. May you always know how much you all touched my heart and carried me when I truely wanted to just die. Hugs~~~