Sup yall,read yalls stories,deafently bond wit yall,I was there back in like 1969 I was bout 5 years old,its wasn't my mom's fault she had a nervous breakdown,back then thay was giving out shock treat...Sup yall,read yalls stories,deafently bond wit yall,I was there back in like 1969 I was bout 5 years old,its wasn't my mom's fault she had a nervous breakdown,back then thay was giving out shock treatments where my mom's was, so when my mom came to visit I can tell even as a little boy something was wrong, I stayed there for months not sure how long the first time, but end up returning for another tour at Hillcrest,something really had bad to me there,don't feel up to talking bout it right now,but what burns in my mind, just like it was yesterday,we were in like getting toys out this closet, I look over and seen my older sister some rows over got excited, said my sister she look at me real sad she had this dress on I seen both her knees wit these big soars on thum I pointed at her legs that told me to get back in line, I just started to cry, I was only five yall,I realized today there were I started my studering from Hillcrest paraylingying Fear,my sexuallity was in question cause of that place,but today I know I love woman,and today I'm not trying to hurt everything moving,hurt people hurt people,spent ah lot of time in and out of jails and institutions over like ah thousand and that's being modest,I have the military ah shot when I got out of basic training came home my oldest sisters pointed out she said Junior you don't shudder know more, 11 brovo infantry I guess shook the Hillcrest fear out me,but at the same time training to kill over and over everyday just fueled my anger, after that I turned into a mad man, solitary confinement I past away bout 7yrs ago overdose but JESUS seen fit to bring me back on the 3rd attempt, that didn't stop me, so I got into therapy bout my sexual abuse issues that stimed back from Hillcrest one nice lady told me Sylvester appreciate your a survivor,then she explained why I was feeling confused about my sexuallity she told me when your ah child and someone touches your senitive parts your going to have certain feeling it made sense to me she was ah great help I'm really gonna miss her she had to leave the hospital to take care of her mother,little over four years now yall I been single doing.much Better turned into ah hermit these days,finally moved out jurassic Park lol north Philly Kensington been there 4 like 25 years just moved to this military retirement home around a couple months ago,my older sister that was in Hillcrest with me now does not talk to me along wit the rest of my other older siblings I kind of lost it online about 2 years ago, I had another sister I guess sents I'm always getting incarcerated ask me to do this thang for her, that would of deafently landed me back in prison for along time if I would of got caught i ask her why would you ask me to do that!!! She was pretty much my closest sibling, after that my 3 sisters to older brothers I lost it yall, felt totally abandoned again,and when on Facebook andagain and, everyone the truth about the insest that happen in our family,it was wrong the way I went about it, I wrote thum ah year ago to apologize even tho it was the truth I should of went somewhere else to vent,so now all thum.pretty much wrote me off,well I consider yall my family we deafently have something in common Hillcrest I have to work on forgiving that place,keep me in prayer I was just 5 years old guys ߑ
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I just started a little alumni group on myspace. So far we have 2 :) members. It's specifically for people who stayed at Hillcrest Receiving Home in Southern California. If...
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