Still searching 4 u - 4/25/85

Well Christina/Dyan, one month from today, you will be 19 years old. I am starting to get desperate looking for you. I guess I am too sentimental, because I start to cry when I think of the day when my entire family will be reunited with you. Your BGrandmother and I have spoken about you a lot lately, and we are missing you more each day. I feel like I'm getting close, or that you may be out there reading all my posts everywhere, but still scared to make contact. I want you to know - it's ok. We are here for you when you are ready honey. Take your time. We miss you and love you dearly. You have never been forgotten. You are included in our HUGE family tree. You have always been thought of. You have always been in our hearts, our minds, and our prayers. I am going to see your BMom Next Saturday (4-2) in Florida. I was hoping to have good news for her. But at least she'll know we are all trying to find you, and hopefully she won't feel as lost as she has in the past. I hope beyond anything else that life has treated you good. We love you - Aunt Tara BAunt to Adoptee - Born April 25, 1985 as Dyan Michelle Veenhuis, adopted as Christina Marie, St. Charles, Mo. BMom's name at birth was Stephanie Veenhuis