I Am Done

Maybe you should just take a break from searching. I searched for 22 years and finally found my bmom last year when I was 40. It was very difficult to keep plugging away but now that we have had the chance to get to know each other, I can honestly say it was worth all the pain and the tears over the years. If I found myself hitting brick walls (which was often) I would try to take a break and concentrate on somehting else to try to take my mind off the searching. Of course, it never really worked totally but it helped keep me in perspective...don't give up, one day it will all come together for you. I wish you luck in your search!