Another failed adoption and a BAD day!

After a failed domestic adoption 5 years ago (child was in home with us for 2 months) , I felt the same why-why is something that should be natural so hard? Why is this happening to us? Now that we have our little guys, I can look back and realize that it did all happen for a reason. While it hurts to think of the first child, I know that he wasn't meant to be ours. It's of little comfort to you now, I know. But I thank God for every good and bad thing that led us to our boys. And now, I feel blessed by our fertility problems and failed adoption. I really do. I'm sorry this has happened. Hang in there....