over 45

I am 47 and my husband is 46. We have a son from my first marriage who is 29. My husband has no children of his own and I am not able to concieve anymore. At the age of 40 we spoke and we started the proceeding to adopt, I got such cold feet that I backed out thinking I would not be capable of it again. I was 16 when I had my son I didn't think I could do it again. My husband and I have started the proceeding again this time I will not back out we want this so much and we have so much love to offer a newborn. There will be alot of emotions but here is the thing. My mother was 42 when she had me and if my mom was able to care and raise me from her 40's on so can I and so can you don't give up pray that God grants you the strengh to see this through that's what I am doing and I hope it becomes true for my husband and I. Good luck Wanda