Shock of my life

Wow - so incredibly sorry that you had to find out that way AND that YOU the child had to be the one being HONEST. I hope you kept the file or the file is still there as it may provide info that is helpful. I would suggest that you take a bit of time to let your feelings normalize about this - if at all possible - not only how you feel about being adopted but any other emotions you have as well. Is your dad more of a laid back individual that you can talk to so you can find out your story? To adjust to this new information and any feelings you have? Is that possible? If not, anyone else? Kind regards,Dickons