i found my Mother

she is me

Hi Rozi,I am so sorry for all the pain and rejection you have felt in your life. No child should ever be abused in any way!!! I now understand why you can not trust her when she tells you she loves you. I think if my mother put me in an orphanage and abused me or my sister I would not easily trust her or rush into a relationship with her, but people do change and perhaps your mother has changed, but I would move slowly if you want to develop a relationship with her.f I were you I would allow your mother to explain why she did what she did and ask her some tough questions before you make any judgements about her.My son thought that I gave him up because he came out brown instead of white. He thought that I would have kept him if he was born white. I don't know who ever told him this because him coming out brown was one of the things I loved most about him. His birth dad was Filipino and I am caucasion. I later married a Filipino man so my sons siblings would look like him when we met up again one day. I never wanted to give up my son, but my family made the decision for me. Sometimes people make huge mistakes in their lives that can affect other people and hurting those people were never really their intentions.When was the last time you spoke to your mother? Do you speak English? Do you live in America?