For my son DOB March 21, 1986

Hello my love. If you are by chance reading my posts, it is so important that you consider reaching out to me. In September, your birth father was involved in a construction accident at work. He spent up until two weeks ago in a rehab hospital. He broke his back, and he is paraplegic now. Our little family is certainly struggling due to this. My disability is just that, but this is about him and giving him reasons for his mind not to go to a dark place. Maybe it is just my fear, after my father killed himself, that I worry so much because they are so much alike in personality., but my fear is real. We could have lost him, he could have died, but he fought to stay standing with all that weight of the motor and crane on him. He did it for us. I don't expect for you to come in take care of us. But we want to just see your face and know that you are healthy and happy and alive, before we pass on. We love you Nicky. Please reach out.