Giving my 1 year old up for adoption.

Hi there it sounds like your having a hard time dealing with being a mom, have you tried joining a young moms single group it may help. With that and I have a high regard of respect for you truly trying to be a good mom and you know something because you want the best for your daughter you are a good mom. However if you truly feel you just can’t handle being a young mom because you are young and want to go forward without a child, I would love to be a mom to your daughter. I was pregnant for the first time nine years ago I was 39 and it was the only time I got pregnant. At 2/1/2 months approx I lost the baby. I was devastated. We have tried ever since but no luck. Neither one of us believes in fertility drugs and all the poking and prodding doctors do to help get you pregnant. The agencies want so much money I don’t get that is t a good family home better than money all those children that need someone to love stuck in foster homes.If you are or consider giving your daughter up to someone please contact me for info. Here is a little bit about myself, I am now fifty years old no children been with one guy since I was 21 but I live in our rv which is temporary until we build our raw land up to being livable. Hopefully we will be on our own property in a few years moved in. We own the land outright no mortgage. So hubby lives and works in the bush. He is a logger .We are both older, people don’t believe me when I tell them my age. I’m like a 30 year old. I work and live on my boss’s farm in my rv . I look after the farm full time which is ideal if I had a child because I’m always home. No sitters. I work part time at the racetrack on race days but I have family to look after my child if I had a child. I do have animals, and treat them like my own children but always the child always always comes first. I do live in BC Canada so if your in the US I’m not sure how that works. Also I don’t think an agency would approve of an rv even on temporary basis as a home for adopting. Another reason I want to try finding a child to love. If I don’t then I will go with a young adult that wants to have a mom. You can let me know your decision no one should put pressure on you to go one way or the other with this decision. This is a lifelong decision that is your choice and no one else’s and your family should abide and support whichever you chose. Goodness knows it’s not an easy one. I wish you all the best my friend if you want to talk even if you decide to keep your daughter send me a note. Ok you take care.I’m so over being a mom. I hate it with my entire being. I have a 1 year old daughter who is awesome but I hate being her mom. I never wanted kids because I never wanted to be responsible for another person every need. I feel like I knew this my entire life. I never wanted to be a parent especially not a single parent. I got pregnant at 22 mistakenly and wanted an abortion so bad. But no one around me approved. My sisters, my mom, and my boyfriend opposed the idea of an abortion. They all insisted that once I had her I would be ok being a parent. So I had her because I didn’t want to disappoint anyone and I Hoped they were right. My bf and I broke up the day she was born and 2 weeks after that I was ready to give her to him to take care of. They all opposed again saying that she was too young and after a while a bond would form and I would want her. Now a year later I’m still regretting not getting an abortion. Which I’m ashamed to admit. I hate everything about being a mom. I have no freedom and I hate myself for being a single parent. I can’t do laundry, go on a date, go to school, or even a walk without considering where my daughter will be. Asking someone to watch her is such a burden because now I have to repay them for allowing me time to myself. While her father is free from all those constructions. I literally cry every single day. I hate arriving to my house to the crying and needing of every part of me. I want to run away and never look back. I’m thinking of giving her up for adoption. That feels like the best option. She hasn’t done anything wrong. She didn’t ask to be here and doesn’t deserve a parent who doesn’t want her let alone 2.