Elder sister or motherly figure

I am 32 years old male and I have been raised by a very strict mother, I am unmarried and I really crave for motherly love and without fulfilling this craving I am pretty sure I will not have a successful marriage because all the time when I look at some beautiful women with a big smile on her face it just struck my mind that wish she could be mother or elder sister hence It's very difficult for me to find a girl for marriage before fulfilling my motherly love cravings. I don't want to be adopted but just want some motherly figure to emotionally support me and really love me and treat me like his own little child.