I would like to find a new family

Robert you shouldn't be looking for a family, you're 33. The reason you want a family so bad is because yours disowned you and that's okay. It makes sense to feel that way in your situation. I know how you feel. I've went through a lot with my parents and adoptive parents and they never cared for me. But you can't stay a child, you can't search for parents, you're a grown up and you need to accept how your life went so far with your family and move on from it. You're not going to find parents at 33. Accept life and move on to better things. Searching for something you should've had as a child is forcing you to stay in the past pain. Be the dad you always want to be. Give yourself the love you've always wanted from your parents. All you need is inside yourself. Stop searching for other people man. Love yourself more than that.