still have worries

thank you for responding to my thread. i have gotten papers for small claims court, where the couple is suing me for the money they are out. with it being small claims court, no attorneys are involved, so i dont have to worry about that expense also. the other thing that worries me, is that i want to protect my baby's privacy, and small claims is an open court, for anyone off the street to hear. i dont want her to hear someday that her mom tried to "give her away" which is what this couple is saying. i have tried to have the judge that will hear the case just review the documents first, and maybe do this in a private room, but he cannot hear anything before the acutal court date which is coming up. i mean, these people knew 2 days after she was born, i had changed my mind!! they had gotten temp custody the very next day after she was born, and even took her home from the hospital, as i was told from the hospital, and their attorney, that they had temp custody, so i had to wait until the end of that week to get my baby back, so that is okay now. but they insist i lied to them about letting them adopt. this has been a nightmare!!