Dear Birthmom

Dear Birthmom, I'm taking the chance in writing to you within this post in case for some reason you've seen my previous posts made and you are unsure about contacting me or being found. Maybe you've never been to this board, maybe you never will but at least this is my way of expressing my thoughts to you in the chance you may know I'm searching. This June 2 will be my 30th birthday and I want you to know that since the day I found out from my adoptive parents I was adopted, not a day went by that I didn't think of you. Although my search has come up empty I want you to know that for whatever reason you do not want to be found I will respect your wishes. However, I feel I have the right to let you know that I am okay. I have had a wonderful life with two very loving adoptive parents who always have been 100% behind me in any decision I have made especially with my adoption. Whenever I overcame a milestone in my life or in any acheivement in my life, my adoptive mom would always cry. I found out later in life it was not only because she was proud, but because they wished you could have shared everything with us. They want to thank you for givng them the most precious and unselfish gift anyone could give... a baby daughter. I want to thank you for giving me the most precious gift you could ever give me...life. For this we will all be grateful and I can only wish to meet you one day so we can all thank you. I understand that you may have your reasons as to not want to be found and again I will always respect that but I just wanted you to know that I'm okay and I thank you. And should you ever read this post it is hoped that you tuck away any fear or reservation you might have and try to understand that you would be welcomed with open arms not only by me your daughter, but by the two wonderful people you and god helped send me to. ~With Love, Your Birth Daughter