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Hi,
Most of us are in the same situation here, with referrals, falling more in love with "our" child as days turn into months.
I've been telling myself that everything will be alright, that it may take longer to have "my" baby home, but that it will happen.
Now I find myself preparing for the worse, that he will not come home, that adoptions will stop and I will never have this child who in my heart is mine already.
I don't mean to upset anyone more than we already are. But I'm sitting at work now and all I can do is think of the current situation in Guatemala. My heart is so heavy and tears flow with every negative thought. Questions from people who just don't understand makes me more upset. Statements like "What's taking so long?", He's getting older", "You poor thing".
I closed the door to his nursery and no longer have the courage to go inside, it's like a mourning process has begun.
Are we all fooling ourselves ?
Thanks
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you reallly are going to make yourself sick
maybe you should take some time away from the forums
i have done that and it helps
give it a few weeks and find out whats really happening
thinking the worst will only make you upset..
talk to your agency and see if you can get an update
to make you feel better...
hope you feel better!!!!
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Well, fortunately I am a very strong person and can take it emotionally. The moods come and go , you know how it is.
Just want to know one way or the other, like everyone else what will be.
My agency is not making this any easier. They still haven't let me know if I'm in FC yet.
I hope we all get good news soon.
I am truly sorry to hear your having such a hard time
you can be sure my prayers are with you and if you need to talk feel free to contact me I am here for you.
Take care and may God bless.
Originally posted by Nella
Hi,
Most of us are in the same situation here, with referrals, falling more in love with "our" child as days turn into months.
I've been telling myself that everything will be alright, that it may take longer to have "my" baby home, but that it will happen.
Now I find myself preparing for the worse, that he will not come home, that adoptions will stop and I will never have this child who in my heart is mine already.
I don't mean to upset anyone more than we already are. But I'm sitting at work now and all I can do is think of the current situation in Guatemala. My heart is so heavy and tears flow with every negative thought. Questions from people who just don't understand makes me more upset. Statements like "What's taking so long?", He's getting older", "You poor thing".
I closed the door to his nursery and no longer have the courage to go inside, it's like a mourning process has begun.
Are we all fooling ourselves ?
Thanks
:(