eveytime you think things are going good

Everyone here knows how very hard I have been trying to get through my pain of finding and yet again losing my birthson and that I am still with his father, We were doing so good coping finally getting our lives semi back to normal after spending all those fees and different serches and PI's(we were finally recouping as well from him having a herinated disk where he had been off work for 2 mo), WELLLL... just a week ago saturday we were out eating lunch and Doug my hubby said Tonda things are going so good what if something happens to me, I just know somethings going to happen, I told him don't borrow trouble. Guess what happened this sunday morning? This old guy whom we've know for years kept bugging Doug to please come cut down this tree for him, Doug kept putting him off because hes the type of old guy who stands over you questioning everything you do ect. Doug did not want to, but I said hey hes and old guy we need to do our part....Doug went to cut the tree down and it fell on him! He had to be taken to the hospital by an ambulance, and hes been in the hospital for several days now(still there) his back is broke and he has several ribs broke, he is gonna be out of work for at least 3 mo. and have to have all kinds of physical therapy, we have all kinds of insurance ect, but does it not seem like everytime everytime you think things are good they go bad? Doug could have been killed, what are we going to do if we never get to meet our son, hear his voice, I mean things happen? Is life always this way, so far ours has always been? Anyway thanks for listening just wanted to talk.