Bewildered!

Hi again. I am writing about L once again. Heard from SW a little while ago and bio parents tested dirty (along with other issues) so...CPS is working on stopping reunification services and heading straight to removing parental rights. :eek: I feel so mixed about this. I thought bios were doing so well, they as much said so, basically lying to my face. I really don't know why I am shocked, other than they are older than other bios I have been involved with and really were talking the talk. I fell for it hook line and sinker. :rolleyes: L has just been approved for early intervention services which I will be very involved in. Also, SW contacted a counselor who thinks he has attachment disorder. (YA THINK???) SW said that bio gma is now thinking she wants to adopt him. I have such mixed feelings. Immense sadness. Then relief. Then back to sadness. We have been working so hard with him and he is starting to attach and be a part of our family. But, if being with bio-gma is the best thing for L, then I will support it 200%. We won't know too much more until sometime next week. He is still spending the weekend with bio-gma, so that will give us all time to think about what is best for our families. Thanks for letting me vent. Hugs, Vickie