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Dear Mom or Dad,I have been searching for you for a long time now. I still don't know anything more than I did the day I started. I am no closer to finding the truth now than I was 8 years ago. But my birthday is drawing near again, and like always I am begining to get down. Every year my husband says " what do you want for your birthday?" And every year I say " to know where I came from."i don't now if I will ever find you, or if I did if I would even try to contact you, you have probably gone on with your life, and I would hate to mess that up. And so I am writting you here hoping one day you will read this. I know you thought you were doing what was best for me, givng me to people who could better provide for me. And they provided, I had everything material wise a kid could want. The best toys, the best clothes, when I was old enough the best cars, and lived in the best neighbor hood. I survived my childhood, amazingly enough my teenage years, and being the black sheep that didn't fit in with these people who were my "Family". I am grown now, I'll be 28 in a month and a half. I have a very wonderful husband, who has stood by me, through my darkest times. You have grandkids, three, who are very smart, and beautiful. And though I have my own family now, I feel as if something is missing. I hope your life is good. I hope your heart is at peace. And i want you to know that I hold no hard feelings for you giving me away. I am not angry, I donot resent you, or hate you. You gave me life. And though I don't know you you hold special place in my heart!!!!!Love Your Daughter
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