Giving Thanks

Hi everyone,Just in case I have no chance before the holiday I would like to post thankyous to you all for the support.NO complaining on this post today.It has been one hell of a year and I thank GOD that he carried me through it.I had an awakening the other night that I would like to share.I remember saying in another post that it is difficult to see GOD's hand in all this,But came to realize that he is still here with us while we go through all the emotions this brings.I am SOOOO tired physically that I look forward to being able to sleep but yet I am so used to getting up that I never seem to get enough.I know it is hard for you to fully understand how strong a statement that is without walking a day in my shoes and know that I may be even more tired if I had to walk in yours.I now realize that I have been carried most of the way.The other night I had to go to an appointment with a bank to see about finacing and I was so tired and I was sitting in heavy traffic thinking about forgetting about it and they won't do anything for us anyway,but yet kept going.That same day I wrote our lawyer stating that we have been together for 3yrs now and he needs to trust us that he will get his money but we can not have it by the 20th.To make a long story short these wonderful people will finance what we need and I get to work the next day and our lawyer e-mailed me stating that he filed the appeal and to give him what we can afford at this time.He will not sit by and allow the courts to do this and not allow us a day in court.So tears fall and not because of sadness or happiness,but rather GOD has shown me that he is still here.He kept me moving towards the place HE directed to help even though every will in my body wanted to turn around and go home. I had no idea at the time that it was happening but soon the fear of no funding will end.It is costing us a fortune to assure the best interest of the child is preserved,but I would give my life for this girl and what kind of a price tag would that be for her.She is well worth every dime it is costing whether I agree with it or not.Thanksgiving is here and I pray that we all spend it praising HIS glory and fully enjoy the gifts HE has sitting around the table with us.GOD IS WITH US...AND IF HE HAS NOT SHOWN HIS HAND IN YOUR CASE YET...BE PREPARED...HE WILL WHEN HE FEELS IT IS TIME.You may not even realize HE is doing it until after the fact.THANKYOU all for your support and GOD BLESS you and your family this holiday.:wings: