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hej
(im starting this thread with an apology for my poor english)
Gotta get this of my chest;
This is one of the first times im telling this story. My story-
I should have shared this with my family, or my friends perhaps, but instead ill just post it here and try to move on-
I met a boy, a really sweet one, i thought-
He tog me dancing, bought me a drink and after this i have a blank hole in my memory. But later on i got a really good clue of what happend in these 'black' houres.
6 months went along with out i knowing i was pregnent, my periods had never really come regularly, so i didnt give it much thought, and the whole experience had been so awfull, so i just didnt want to believe that that would happen on top of i all.
but i did, i was pregnent. by a boy i didnt wanted to think of.
i was really ashamed! so i didnt tell anybody, but my botfriend (who i met after that night with the boy) of cause found out. so i moved to his place (he was/is SO surportive and good) and hide there until i have given birth, my boyfriend was at work the day i went into labobur, so i took a cap to the hospital. i was so scared, i lay there all alone. and then thay took him away, i didnt event got to se him (thats the rules in my contry). tthen the government find a family for him.
I just hope hope hope that the family will tell hin that he is adopted, and that i will se him just once.
maybe i sounds stupid but i didnt expect it to hurt this much
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i understand your situation a lot. i recently gave birth to a baby girl that i gave birth to at home, took to the hospital, and left. a few days later I realized the impact of what I had done. Luckily, I went back to the hospital and was allowed to see her. Throughout my pregnancy I had planned on placing the baby with another family. I never told anyone I was pregnant, not parents or friends or even a boyfriend. but after i had placed my baby, the emotions became overwhelming. i know what its like to be suprised by the emotional pain of adoption. please send me a personal message if you would like to talk about all the emotions you are experiencing. i can't help with you wanting to see your baby and know about him because i dont know the laws in your country, but i can hopefully help you work through some of the pain you are experiencing. good luck with everything...i know you can find some wonderful people here who will help you through this.
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hej(im starting this thread with an apology for my poor english)Gotta get this of my chest; This is one of the first times im telling this story. My story-I should have shared this with my family, or my friends perhaps, but instead ill just post it here and try to move on-I met a boy, a really sweet one, i thought- He tog me dancing, bought me a drink and after this i have a blank hole in my memory. But later on i got a really good clue of what happend in these 'black' houres.6 months went along with out i knowing i was pregnent, my periods had never really come regularly, so i didnt give it much thought, and the whole experience had been so awfull, so i just didnt want to believe that that would happen on top of i all.but i did, i was pregnent. by a boy i didnt wanted to think of.i was really ashamed! so i didnt tell anybody, but my botfriend (who i met after that night with the boy) of cause found out. so i moved to his place (he was/is SO surportive and good) and hide there until i have given birth, my boyfriend was at work the day i went into labobur, so i took a cap to the hospital. i was so scared, i lay there all alone. and then thay took him away, i didnt event got to se him (thats the rules in my contry). tthen the government find a family for him.I just hope hope hope that the family will tell hin that he is adopted, and that i will se him just once.maybe i sounds stupid but i didnt expect it to hurt this much