My Son asked about me...

Hello... Well it wouldn't be real if I didn't share it with you all. Gosh I am not even sure if anyone I used to know is even still here. I have a feeling a few maybe and others like me read and check in to make sure things are ok from time to time. Court...I really hope you read this and the rest of the old old old gosh its been along time since I found this cozy lil spot to curl up in and know it was safe to be a birthmother. What an emotional roller coaster its been. Tonight I got an email from my birth son's aunt who is my only contact. She said he was came by her house yesterday and asked about me. She said she told him that we exchange emails and I always tell her to give him and big hug. She gave him a pic of me and he put it in his pocket and took it with him. I almost cried I was so happy. My son turned 13 last month. I just had to share this with you all "my ladies". Oh and I am doing ok since the miscarriage in May. We are trying and I am looking at fertility calculators every month. I will let you know when I know. My fiance' is the greatest it took me 13 yrs to find a guy I was ready to have father my babies, and now I can't wait to be fat. My baby will be like 4 yrs old when we meet my son. Wow...It feels like a life time ago. Love and Bigs Hugs... Loveccl:cloud9: