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I don't know if this is the correct place to post this, but lately, I feel like God has given me signs.
I don't necessarily believe I have a religion. I'm very interested in the Islamic faith, but I can't practice it. As for now, I am just a believer in God with no religion.
But lately, He has shown me signs and if I don't follow one, He shows me another.
I'm not that religious, but somehow - someway, this song called "Your Hands" by JJ Heller was the first song on shuffle on iTunes the other day, while I was having a tough day. I just found out my birthmother contacted my mom and my mom never told me. She also supplied her with pictures. Although the letter didn't say much, it would be nice to know. And that song, solely based on God, came on and made me feel okay.
Then, the next day, I was walking in the street and I saw a homeless woman. I gave her whatever change I had on me. And she smiled & told me "God has blessed you. You'll be okay." It freaked me out, but made me feel good. :wings:
I don't know how to pray, to be honest.
I was raised in a Catholic household, but I don't have a religion. I just believe in God. I guess it's okay just to speak to God and let it all out.
I just pray I get through this journey with my mother, my birthmother, and whoever else is involved. I pray to become a big sister to my birthmother's three children. I pray that this will be an easy, happy journey. I hope you all could pray for and with me.
I apologize for a long post, but just hear me out.
Thank you :)
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You may not be "religious" but you know where to run when you have to. God. That's a great start. I am praying for you. Please keep us posted. I sometimes pray for people for years wondering what happened, but not wanting to stop without their permission.
You can say what's in your heart when you pray. I pray that you find a relationship with God. That you build healthy relationships with all who can from biofamily. That your mom will help you through this process and not be too hurt. I'm going to repeat the homeless woman, "God bless!"