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For the first time in a long time or maybe the first time in 2 years I have smiled about something I haven't.
I saw that DD's birthmom listed DD as her child on facebook and I smiled! I did not get upset, I was not mad, or sad, or lost, I didn't want to scream, I was ok with it. I know I should of been ok with it after the adoption was finalized, but I wasn't. There was alot of hurt and lost emotions, along with unanswered questions. I still feel bad for the poor decisions I have made in the past but I can not go back in time and the only thing I can do is try to make today and the future better.
:woohoo: