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The only thing that is ever on my mind are my 3 Children (I did not give up willingly). All I want more than anything in the world is to see what they look like now and at least know they are okay. It hurts not knowing anything at all. I wish somehow I could at least know they are alive and well that nothing has happened to them. I will be able to seek out my 1st born in a little over 3yrs. This feels like a prison sentence last time I was allowed to see them was in 2004. Having a terrible time getting through this.
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It is so very hard to not know anything at all about our children. Even though I did not know my son's identity, just seeing his picture (sent through the agency) and knowing he was OK and thriving helped to ease my mind. I wish you could have some information, too. Try to stay strong and keep the faith. It IS like a prison sentence to not have any information about your kids and to not be able to know them. But try to stay as strong as you can, and have yourself as together as you can, so that when the time comes and you DO have an opportunity to reach out to your children, you will be the best person you can be.
Do you have a good support system or anyone you can talk to about your feelings?
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Not really. My family hasn't hardly been there for me since I lost my children. They know it wasn't my fault though. I asked for help and because I was going through a rough time. If I would have known I would never get them back I wouldn't have. Feel like I made the biggest mistake of my life.
