Amom responded to Me (brithmother)

It's been a little while since I've posted what has transpirered since my last post so I will try and fill everyone in right now. I did actually hear from the amom through an email. She stated that she wanted to meet with me in person and talk about how my son was doing. She explained to me that he was having problems and was struggling. That she had to send him to another state to live with his father as a tough love decision but would discuss with me the details when we met. She explained she will contact me soon. I waited and waited every day for the phone call to nothing. I wrote her another email telling her I was worried that I had done something wrong. That I was really hoping to meet soon. She responded saying not to worry but that she was overwhelmed with work and also custody with her ex husband, my sons afather. I have not heard anything since. I wrote her one last email today but I'm not expecting to hear from her at all. I feel so sad about this. I dont know if it's me or if it's her or if she's just going through so much that she can't handle seeing me right now? I dont know. I just know that I wish she would have not said anything to me about meeting up if she wasn't ready...maybe she thought she was then realized she wasn't. I'm not going to try and contact her anymore. I dont want to be pushy, though I feel like I want to be really pushy. I know that I will wait and wait for her phone call and every day that passes, nothing, I get more depressed. We also just had a passing in our family last week. My grandmother, who was my second mother, passed away and I'm just so down about it all. That is my update. I hope everything turns out ok with her.