adoption pain

Hi my name is Katie, I was adopted and went through alot of pain anger abandonment issues and did not bond well with my adopted family. I was in and out of treatment my whole life. I ruined relationships with my siblings and never could hold much of a relationship with anyone. I always seem to self desruct myself My dad has wrote a boo called Toxic Child its about how adoption changed the family dynamic and how hard they tryed to help me but just could not. Its a powerful almost unbelievable story. I should not be alive today!!! the book can be got on Kindle , Barnes and Nobles and amazon. I also have a blog on you tube here is the link i just started it i just became very ill, I am in a wheelchair now and just found out I have cancer. With no family history it is hard to know why i am becoming so ill? [url]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DpvrDdh8x8w&feature=g-upl[/url] this is my you tube link or find me on [url]http://www.facebook.com/katies.words.71[/url]