I'm worried?

January 2, 2003

I recently have been reunited with my bmother and we haven't seen each other but we talk often and have been emailing each other everyday all day. She seems really nice, although we have not meet yet, I feel as though I know her already. I guess I'm worried that I may not be up to her standards. I guess I'm worried that she won't like me when we do actually meet. Is this foolish? I can't help but to feel this way. I'm 32 y/o why should I care? Can anyone offer me any support on this issue?:(

quis

January 3, 2003

PLEASE DON'T BE WORRIED I FEEL LIKE YOU JUST HAVE ALOT OF ANXIETY ABOUT MEETING YOUR MOM AND THAT IS NORMAL IN YOUR SITUATION. DON'T ANALYSE THE PAST SEARCHING FOR ANSWERS NOW YOUR MOM IS RIGHT THERE JUST ASK HER WHY YOU WERE GIVIN UP. I AM A BIRTHMOM AND I KNOW WHEN ITS MY TIME TO BE REUNITED I WILL PROPLEY FEEL THAT SAME ANXIETY BUT I WILL ALSO KNOW MY DAUGHTER WAS AND ALWAYS HAS BEEN LOVE BY ME AND THAT IS WHAT I THINK SHE WILL ALWAYS KNOW. DON'T WORRY LET THINGS HAPPEN NATURALLY AND I BELIEVE YOUR MOM HAS ALWAYS LOVED YOU.