Hi, I'm Elias and I'm 18 years old. I never ever had parents to call "mom and dad", I never had someone to kiss goodnight, who was with me when I was sick, who came to school to see my Christmas shows...
Hi, I'm Elias and I'm 18 years old. I never ever had parents to call "mom and dad", I never had someone to kiss goodnight, who was with me when I was sick, who came to school to see my Christmas shows, I never had someone who taught me to ride a bike or someone who dried my tears when I was sad. I've never had someone who loved me and made me feel at home. Being born to a drug addicted mother, and an unknown father has undoubtedly left me hurt & scarred. I live everyday as a reminder with hearing loss from my mom's drug abuse. Not having parents as a child is extremely difficult, it leaves you with an emptiness that can not be filled. Despite everything I am a loving, respectful, humble person.I would like to someday become a social worker, to help those who suffer, those who are sick, and in need, to give the love that has never been given to me.I would just like someone I can love and love me back, someone I can call my mom or dad, I would like someone to love me the way I am and accepting of my "disabilities". The emptiness I have inside can not be filled by a spouse or a just a friend. I know that somewhere there is someone who has so much love to give and so much need to be loved, just like me. I do not care whether it's a father or a mother for me or both, I do not care whether you are rich or poor, married or single. I just want to be loved unconditionally. Just to hear someone say "I love you".Maybe nobody will read this post but I'll try.If someone even wanted to talk to me this is my email: myprayers1day@gmail.com I hope to find the love that everyone deserves.Thank you