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Here it is, my little story.... I was adopted at the age of 5 months.
My adoptive mother died when I was 19 (1975). About 10 years after her death, I decided to look for my birthMom. I joined WARM. (washington adoption rights movement). Found a lot of really nice helpful people with this organization. The search was going nowhere, so I ended up doing most of it myself. I travelled wherever I needed to, to obtain records and documents related to this adoption. Many doors were closed, many people didn't like the idea of my looking for a birthparent. I managed to find names of people who knew my birthmother and talked with everyone I could. That is how I was lead to her grave. Unfortunately she had died one year after my adoptive Mom. But, she had given up another child after me. Unfortunately, no one knew his name or exact date of birth. I was told he was adopted by a retired spokane police detective and his wife. Now, as luck would have it, my cousin was married to a man whose father used to be the undersherriff in Spokane. I gave him the name of whom to contact and he talked to the lady, but she just couldn't remember the familys name. So she called a family who knew the family who adopted my brother. They called my friend and said the adoptive family of my brother doesn't want me trying to contact him in any way. They said he is fine, married and living in washington, but doesn't know he's adopted. I was never to try to contact them again. I was devestated. One family away from knowing the only blood relative (other than my own children) I have and they said "go away". Now I live with the knowledge that I have a brother "out there" somewhere and I will never be allowed to know him. Thanks for reading this....
-connie-
Hi,
I am so sorry for your disappoinment. I can't beleive some parents don't tell their children they are adopted! How crazy is that? I would have to beleive that eventually he will find out and then maybe things will open up. I know its hard but I guess you just have to be patient and have faith that with God, nothing is impossible. So, don't give up hope!
Good luck!
LBL
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Dear ms. ladybug,
Thank-you for your words of incouragement. knowing that someone took the time to read and reply to my story makes me feel "heard". Thank-you, Connie
Hi Connie-
I think it's amazing how you had the perseverance to seek your roots. Perhaps you could use your strength to support your brothers aparents in telling him the truth? I understand it is an extremely tough issue to know what is right but the truth is never as easy as we would like it to be. I'm certain your brother would benifit much more hearing this news from his aparents rather than by random circumstance. I have a feeling you will find him one way or the other.
I'm certain there are many who feel I have no place stating that it's his aparents are wrong to state what you are and are not allowed to do.
Given he is married, I'm sure he is a big enough boy to understand the complex and sensitive nature of his past. If he knew of you, I suspect he would be seeking you out as well.