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today is my brithday and searched all forums with no avail.
im rachel. born today dec 8th in 1983
in Miamonides hospital
brooklyn NEw York
closed adoption No info on bFAmily.
i just want to say mom, i hopen ur thinking of me today. becasue through my tears im thinking of you. if you dont want me or to know me, i just want to know a few things about u and why u agve me away..
ive been trying for two year but the lawyer that handled the adoption died , so i feel no hope.
happy birthday to me.. hope u remembered.
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Happy Birthday Rachael! We are in a similar situation. I am searching for my daughter born October 4, 1983 and the atty. that handled her adoption is also deceased. That can make things a real pain. Don't worry, your mom is thinking of you today I am sure. Even when you can't raise the child you have given birth to your heart and soul never forget. Don't cry anymore, I am sure your mom wants you to smile and celebrate this day and all the others. Never give up hope and one day you will get the chance to ask your mom all the things you want to know.If you need a friend to talk to I will be here to listen. Now go have a great day and no more tears!
Kitti
ISO daughter born October 4, 1983
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i cant believe i found that post.. that was so long ago. its funny to see how you mature and grow up in life, but i didnt know an adoption forum would be one of the outlets i'd reflect on- on my own personal growth. Well clearly im still in search mode, but no longer grieve my adoption, though i wouldnt say i embrace it. i guess pity only went so far at that age, then for a while, though seemingly impossible, i would here and there just not think of it all. Now at 26 years old, im very interested in success of my searching because different questions are coming up for me as i try to prepare and plan for a future and family of my own.. Its weird to see how things change. all i can say is, i dont want to leave this earth one day, old and gray without any resolution.
Until that day, my search goes on and the best of luck to all, birth families in search of us and us in search of them! god bless.
:)