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Today you turn 15. I wonder if you are thinking of me, because I think of you everyday and especially today. I know I can't wish it to you face to face until 3 more years but I had to let you know maybe even this silent wish. I wonder if you still have that beautful red hair or are you expressive like me and changed it regularlly.... I wonder if you have a favorite artist, mine is Frida Khalo. I wonder what you are listening to, if you are a stone cold rocker like me or a country girl? I wish you many Happy wonderful birthdays and maybe someday I can celebrate them with you. I hope you have a chocolate cake like I do on my b-day, or if not a chocoholic a beautiful any kind of cake.... I need you to know that you were not a mistake but a blessing for me to give your adoptive Mom and Dad. I know you may have a 100 questions to ask me and I hope when you get the chance to actually ask me, I can make any hard feelings or hurt feelings go away. I do love you and always will. You have two little "Bros" that think about you too and are very excited to know you. I now, have someone that loves me and takes care of me. He can't wait to meet you either. This silent Happy Birthday is sent with MUCH LOVE and big wishes for you. Hopefully in the next 3 years, I can relay either by my channeling (LOL) telekenisis(haha) or by just thinking real hard about you that I am thinking of you on this birthday.
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Hi,
I am working on an adoption book. It's an anthology of birthday writings from birthparents to the their children. I want to trace the healing process, the ups and downs over the years, and highlight the patterns in things that birthparents feel throughout the years. I would love to include this short piece if you would like to contribute to it. But, if this is a private feeling that you wanted to express, I can certainly understand that too. If interested, please email me at alyceahuebsch@hotmail.com.
Thanks,
Alycea
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