Looking for birth son born 1 may 1985 in South Africa

LOOKING FOR BIRTH SON, BORN 1 MAY 1985 AT MOEDERSBOND, H F VERWOERD HOSPITAL, PRETORIA, SOUTH AFRICA. MOTHER AND SON'S SURNAME BESTER AT BIRTH. I WAS 14 YEARS OLD AT THE TIME. I JUST WANT TO MAKE CONTACT WITH HIM AND TELL HIM THE WAY IT WAS. I DO NOT NECESSARILY WANT A RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM, OR ANYTHING THAT HE DOES NOT WANT. THERE IS NOT A DAY THAT GOES BY, OR HAS GONE BY IN THE LAST NINETEEN YEARS AND 26 DAYS THAT I HAVE NOT THOUGHT OF HIM. PLEASE, ANYONE WHO CAN HELP, CONTACT ME.