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Ok so depression I am not sure if it is coming anxiety is a little I feel like I am bearing the brunt of some thing unmentionalble at this point. some times I cant think it is hard for me to hold conversation some times expesially when thoughts are running through my head. I have so much going on ... my son is turning 6 months old then an unmetionable thing was shared with me and that seems to take up more of my thoughts than anything. Both things kinda crash together and ..... Geez I find my self crying alot !! I have to hang in and be strong for my family mainly the younger sister. Being the oldest is really not an easy thing. dont feel like writting about this any more please pray for me
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some times I cant think it is hard for me to hold conversation some times expesially when thoughts are running through my head. I have so much going on ... my son is turning 6 months old then an unmetionable thing was shared with me and that seems to take up more of my thoughts than anything
I know my son is wonderful I am not worried about him honestly. It is something much different that has me so confused and going "crazy". It really has nothing to do with my son and if it does I will feel totally resposible for it but I know I should not feel that way but I would. I wish I could share more but it is a delicate thing and I cant say anything.... All this other stuff is coming in right on top of Zachary's 6 months and it seems so hard
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That is true but then again no one ever said it would be easy. Today is the big day!! Not the really big one but today is the day that Zachary turns 6 months old. Right now I am ok. No pictures yet but I should get them anyday now. Weird it is like I am excited to see but also scared. Jess