He's Always There

[font=Times New Roman]Hes Always There[/font][font=Times New Roman] [/font][font=Times New Roman]Wandering,[/font][font=Times New Roman]Lost and alone,[/font][font=Times New Roman]I felt[/font][font=Times New Roman]For a time.[/font][font=Times New Roman] [/font][font=Times New Roman]So unsure,[/font][font=Times New Roman]So unstable,[/font][font=Times New Roman]My footing[/font][font=Times New Roman]Wavered,[/font][font=Times New Roman]So did I.[/font][font=Times New Roman] [/font][font=Times New Roman]Believed myself[/font][font=Times New Roman]To be alone,[/font][font=Times New Roman]Felt abandoned[/font][font=Times New Roman]On my own.[/font][font=Times New Roman] [/font][font=Times New Roman]Something inside[/font][font=Times New Roman]Just broke.[/font][font=Times New Roman]I quit,[/font][font=Times New Roman]I didnҒt care anymore.[/font][font=Times New Roman] [/font][font=Times New Roman]Weak, alone,[/font][font=Times New Roman]Feeling helpless,[/font][font=Times New Roman]I looked[/font][font=Times New Roman]For help.[/font][font=Times New Roman] [/font][font=Times New Roman]Sought solace[/font][font=Times New Roman]With another,[/font][font=Times New Roman]A man,[/font][font=Times New Roman]Who dragged me down.[/font][font=Times New Roman] [/font][font=Times New Roman]Found myself[/font][font=Times New Roman]In the depths[/font][font=Times New Roman]And throes[/font][font=Times New Roman]Of deepest Hell.[/font][font=Times New Roman] [/font][font=Times New Roman]Cried out,[/font][font=Times New Roman]For God,[/font][font=Times New Roman]Who I thought[/font][font=Times New Roman]Had forsaken me.[/font][font=Times New Roman] [/font][font=Times New Roman]Who I believed[/font][font=Times New Roman]Had left me,[/font][font=Times New Roman]Abandoned me[/font][font=Times New Roman]To this Hell.[/font][font=Times New Roman] [/font][font=Times New Roman]Yet when[/font][font=Times New Roman]I looked up,[/font][font=Times New Roman]I beheld[/font][font=Times New Roman]My God.[/font][font=Times New Roman] [/font][font=Times New Roman]He was still there,[/font][font=Times New Roman]Waiting for me,[/font][font=Times New Roman]With his arms[/font][font=Times New Roman]Outstretched still.[/font][font=Times New Roman] [/font][font=Times New Roman]He never left,[/font][font=Times New Roman]Always stayed,[/font][font=Times New Roman]Near by my side,[/font][font=Times New Roman]Watching over me.[/font][font=Times New Roman] [/font][font=Times New Roman]It was I[/font][font=Times New Roman]Who turned,[/font][font=Times New Roman]Turned away[/font][font=Times New Roman]From Him.[/font][font=Times New Roman] [/font][font=Times New Roman]I left Him[/font][font=Times New Roman]And put myself[/font][font=Times New Roman]At greatest risk[/font][font=Times New Roman]For this Hell.[/font][font=Times New Roman] [/font][font=Times New Roman]I had created,[/font][font=Times New Roman]Brought upon myself,[/font][font=Times New Roman]My own deepest,[/font][font=Times New Roman]Darkest Hell.[/font][font=Times New Roman] [/font][font=Times New Roman]But when I cried,[/font][font=Times New Roman]Said His name aloud,[/font][font=Times New Roman]My life,[/font][font=Times New Roman]Was no longer in vain.[/font][font=Times New Roman] [/font][font=Times New Roman]He never left.[/font][font=Times New Roman]He always stayed.[/font][font=Times New Roman]He watched me[/font][font=Times New Roman]And carried me[/font][font=Times New Roman]All those days.[/font][font=Times New Roman] [/font][font=Times New Roman]My faith,[/font][font=Times New Roman]Wavered.[/font][font=Times New Roman]I lost my footing,[/font][font=Times New Roman]Felt insecure.[/font][font=Times New Roman] [/font][font=Times New Roman]He caught me,[/font][font=Times New Roman]Carried me,[/font][font=Times New Roman]Helped me to [/font][font=Times New Roman]Be safe and secure.[/font][font=Times New Roman] [/font][font=Times New Roman]And always,[/font][font=Times New Roman]He lets me know,[/font][font=Times New Roman]He is there,[/font][font=Times New Roman]Loving me still.[/font][font=Times New Roman] [/font][font=Times New Roman]Written by Annette M.[/font][font=Times New Roman]May 6, 2005[/font]