Advertisements
Dear GOD,I sit and try to understand the faces of evil and I wonder why they exist in the world you have made. I feel strong to face them, but now I have to sit and watch an innocent little girl face them with no voice to speak out against it. She believes in you GOD but has not had the skill in life to understand how to fight them, especially when no one will let her speak. She feels fear against them, but is not allowed to scream. She feels confusion, but is not allowed to ask questions to the faces of evil as so to understand why they do what they do. She is forced to follow when she knows it is wrong. She is expected to love evil when she feels hate. She is expected to be quiet when she wants to speak.Since she was born she has felt love, security by two people that never expected her in their lives. She has always called them mom and dad. Now she is told to call them aunt and uncle. She is expected to believe her little sister is not real. She is expected to believe that the first nine years of her life were not real. She has been raised to believe in you GOD. How long will it take for evil to teach, you do not exist?Please GOD listen to her silent speech and listen to her heart. You may be the only one that can give her what she so desperately wants. I believe YOU have a purpose in all this GOD. If that purpose is for your child to leave us, please for me, will you hold her when I can not? Will you give her love when she feels none? Will you keep her company when she feels alone? Will you give her security when she feels abandoned? Will you give her courage when she feels afraid? Will you be her night-light when she lies in a dark room? Will you give her comfort when she runs out of tears? Will you let her feel our presence while we are absent? Will you bring us back together?Please be with us on November 12th 2007 and hear everyones prayers. Please give us the courage to stand tall and truthful.May your will be done.Amen
Like
Share
This is the wife of daddysangel.... Thank you all for your prayers, I hope they are all heard...Your support means alot to our family and I don't know if we could get though any of this without all of you!!!!! Now to my sister...You don't have to be there with us, You are always in our hearts and we will take that with us when we do go down there. This is a VERY testing time for all of us and I am glad we have the love and closeness that we do, I love you so much!!! And to everyone I again thank you, and you all are in my heart and in my prayers....
Advertisements
You say all you can do is pray to GOD. You have done so much more then that already. We have had some horrible weekends dealing with this and you have been a huge part in helping us deal with this insanity. I know that if the worst happens you will be there again and if the best happens you will be there to celebrate with us. The contributions you and DH have made to us in all of this has helped get us this far and we will forever be greatful. Lots of love &GOD BLESS
The Court date now is NOV 15th. Thank GOD it only moved 3 days from the previous date.At this time next week we will be in NC.Oh boy!! Our attorney told the judge that being it was just a hearing then the child had no reason to come with us.His attorney said You already signed an order for the child to be here.Judge said Oh if I already signed an order then we will leave it alone. My thought is GOD is hearing everyones prayers and the only way HE can assure this angel to be heard is if she is there. I pray that when we get there that GOD will touch this mans heart and open his eyes so that he can see a beatiful,healthy,happy child and see that she is part of a family that she loves. If he refuses to see and be touched then all I can say is: Look out evil because we are coming to face you and stand up agaisnt you and we are bringing an army of prayers that you can not defeat!!!!! :battle: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:cowboy: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOD BLESS & THANKYOU ALL
Advertisements
Yes honey (my husband) I do BELIEVE God is listening, he is hearing all of us. And I TRUELY mean that, after talking to our lawyer yesterday, when she said that the judge said that the child doesn't have to be there, that right there made my day. I DON'T believe this judge will do the unthinkable and take our little angel. At least not at this point and I hope she will listen to us in court maybe not this one but "WHEN" we go for custody. Then this NIGHTMARE will be over. To everyone else I am holding you all close to my heart, and taking all of you with us the 15th.Thank you so much for listening to us and praying for our family.
WOW!
Oh how ive been in your shoes. I thought I was the only overzelous foster parent out there, I was told I was to bonded!
God give these children a voice, allow the attorney and judges and sw to hear your devine intervention for these children. You are the God of all things, hear the heart of these mothers. We give you all the glory and credit
Amen
I will pray for you...when I read Nov 12, I wondered b/c that (today) is Veteran's Day. I couldn't imagine court happening on a fed holiday!
At least it was changed to the 15th...I couldn't imagine it being moved to like January or something like that.
I hope the judge and God hears your child and lets her stay with you forever.
I will keep on praying!
Advertisements
Advertisements