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Well ... I'm Rheanna. I'm a teen mom of a 7 month old daughter when I say teen mom I mean 15 years old. I love her a lot and thought I could do it no problem with her but I am experiencing problems and then to find out I am pregnant again. The thought of another baby sounds so fun, but the reality is my boyfriend (the father of my daughter) can not handle it.
We have been talking about another baby but just along the lines of "Oh another baby would be nice, but we can't afford one right now". Everytime the conversation ends we decided we should wait cause we aren't dumb. I followed through with my first pregnancy planning on only needing my daughters dad and I but we managed to hit a rocky road with money (at one point we were doing really well).
We thought about abortion but we have no help on paying for one and they are expensive so we can't afford to do that. A few months ago I was a little bit late I thought oh if I am we could just do open adoption. Then a few days later I saw a movie on lifetime about adoption and then it hit me if I got pregnant I was giving the baby up for adoption. BUT, my problem now is I am afraid that I go through my pregnancy and I won't be able to give the baby up and I can't just say "oh it wont be hard" I know the truth and chances are it will be VERY hard. Well I'm not sure what I am asking just for a little support and maybe if you have been in this situation some advice also if you know any one in washington looking for an open adoption it would be nice to discuss it with somebody help my feelings become a little more real.
Rheanna<3
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