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Hi my name is Leah and I'm searching for my Bmom. I want to say first, that I've never hated you or even disliked you...i wanted to know who i look like, where my smile or laugh comes from, am i irish, german, etc.? Who do i look like? As far as i know, the only person that i look like in the whole world is my son. I see pieces of me in him, but do i look like my bmom? Do i have my grandpa's nose? Don't get me wrong, I never felt unloved by my amom&dad, but i never could quite make a complete connection because there was just something not there. i never could put my finger on it until my son was born. I had an identity that i couldn't share with my Amom or Adad or Asister. Right after my son was born, a cat down the street had just had some kittens when she got ran over. I took in 2 kittens and my St. Bernard dog ended up nursing them and raising them as her own. My cats don't know they're not dogs...except when they have cat-like tendancies. That's' how it is for me. I always knew growing up that i was adopted, but never really thought much about it...i was too busy growing up. I feel like the cats though. I was raised by some1 who loved me, nurtured me and raised me to do the right things, but i still had different qualities that were totally different that i want to share with those who are part of me on the inside. My bfamily. Here's a little background on what i know...i was born 3/27/85 at a hospital in Greenville, TN. My bmom at the time was either 14 or 15. She lived with her mom and dad and brother. My bdad could play guitar and did in a small garage band. He left her when he found out she was preg. i think. The Adoption took place at Holston United Methodist Adoption Agency with a lady named Ms. or Mrs. Eldridge. I was placed with a fostor family until i was 5weeks old and i was adopted by Joe O and Darleene O. I was then taken to my amom&dads home in Ft. Oglethorpe, GA where i was raised. I have since moved back to TN with my hubby and started my family in Hixson, TN. I have just sent off my formal request to have my adoption records opened to the Children's Services in Nashville. I'm hoping that my bmom is out there and wants to at least see if i'm okay. I'll be fine if she doesn't want to know me, but i'd love to if she does. I just ask to get to see her 1 time. Just to know that she's real and not some fictitious character that was never really there. If you think i might be your daughter or maybe a sibling or relative...please contact me. I'm looking forward to knowing you all. Bmom if you read this...i love you and i forgive you. May God bless us all in this wonderful New Year! :cheer:
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