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regarding my homestudy. Here is the deal.... I found out yessterday that my FBI fingerprints had not been mailed out for an entire month. They were sitting in the office because the the director needed to sign something before they went out. I just couldn't help but start crying but the lady on the phone was super sweet and promised to get it done monday. I am usually not the emotional type but something about my fingerprints just "sitting" on someone's desk broke my heart.
Anyone know what am talking about? I really want my baby and I to find each other and "paperwork" shouldn't get in the way........
Oh I can understand that sort of frustration. We had some silly beurocratics hang up stoo, when things just sat on someones desk.
But someday, when you are holding your child in your arms, you will realize that those extra months were needed so that you could end up in exactly the right place at exactly the right time.
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They just called me and gave me an update......... I still just feel like crying all the time. I am sure it will pass soon and I will go back to being 'normal' again.
thanks for your words of encouragement:thanks:
I cried all the time. It really helps to cry, hysterically I might add, when you need something done. My attorney heard a flood of tears. I figured at $200 an hour, she could listen to me cry and vent and cry and vent and then I cried some more. Adoption is a crapstorm, seriously. The reward is worth EVERYTHING, but you go through a lot to get there.
I like that...."crying gets things done" it certainly worked coz alot has happened since then.
You just made me smile.......:love:
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