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Our (ex)friend got pregnant, and decided to make an adoption plan for her baby. She chose us (officially June 9, 2008) and we attended the U/S on 6.16 (our anniversary).
Our son had a name, clothing, a bed, everything.
Last month we found out that she had also promised him to another couple.
He was born yesterday, and I'm not taking it so well. This should be the happiest time of my life and here I sit crying, like baby. I dont know how to feel, I am confused. Sad, Mad .. you name it.
I feel like I'm being selfish, because this couple is now a family.
I'm sad that we lost a friend (or so I thought), I'm mad that she lied to us, rather than leading us on.
I'm sad that my arms are still empty after all of these years.
Can I have a hug?
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