Brother died.

Hello This is quite a painful topic for me, but hopefully just getting it out there will help a little. I've only ever told one person this, and that really hurt as that person has little care for me. Well, I was adopted around age four, just prior to this my brother, who was eighteen months older died. We used to share a room and he was epileptic. I'd seen it before but this time was different. I found out a week ago, which I never knew before that he was supposed to be adopted with me rather than seperately which is what i thought. My adoptive parents had neglected to tell me this, though the knowledge that we would not have been together anyway made it easier for me to bury the grief. I am finding this an incredibly hard situation to deal with, and honestly it feels like to me that no-one understands at all. We were incredibly close me and my brother, and did everthing together, considering that we were in foster care for 3 years this probably aided us getting closer as we had no-one else. I would really appreciate any thoughts/consolation. Thankyou in advance.