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it pains me to have to do this but I really cant think of any other way. I am 19 and my daughter will be 3 the end of may. She is a gorgeous, intelligent, fun little girl with tons of curiosity and even more love. Anyone would be blessed to call her their child, but my drug addiction is keeping me from being the best parent I can be. I have been suffering from an addiction to painkillers on and off for the past 2 years. I have been abusive, negligent and overall horrible because I keep putting drugs first. I want to be the mother she deserves but between recently getting a small apartment, working, taking care of Ava by myself and trying to get my ged it seems almost impossible for me to focus on getting some kind of treatment. I have no one to help me and im tired of dragging her through my mess of a life. She deserves a family who can provide for her, love her and treat her how she needs to be treated. I just want to do the best thing for her and after my 7th relapse last month I really think that might be putting her with a stable, loving family. I would like her to know that she was adopted and give her the option to contact me when she is 18 if she chooses to. I was selfish to ever think that at 16 I could do this alone and I just want to do the right thing before its too late. Please, if anyone has any information email me at abaisley010@yahoo.com. I am on the library's computer but I will try and check my email again in a few days. this is really hard for me I just need some info/help/advice. thank you
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