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So it's March, which means by the end of the month, my DD will be one year older :cake: I havent heard from DD since she moved back home a few months ago, and I'm trying to come to terms with the fact that we've stalled out and I might not hear from her until she's on her own again :( I'm not looking forward to spending the next few weeks in a gradual state of anxiety, hoping and praying and wondering how to commemorate the day, whether I'll be able to hold it together, whether she'll acknowledge that I acknowledged her birthday. I hoped this year would be different since I can finally wish her a Happy Birthday directly, but it's March 1 and already I'm praying for the next few weeks to hurry up and pass so my life can resume to my normal obsessing. Is it April yet?
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[quote=browneyes0707]I'm still sending the card :) I'd call her/text her if I had her phone number, but we haven't gotten that far yet! I'm just prepping myself for her not to acknowledge it tho :( I was hoping that by now I'd have kicked the birthday blues.... but nope :( ((((hugs))) love you guys![/quote Browneyes ....... I dont think you will ever kick the birthday blues ..... I havent and I wish I could but its as one of my boys said on her birthday. ( March 7th) She knows you love her, she is just not use to it yet! I had to hug him its been almost six years. Sleep till April if needed Just check in :grouphug:
Today is DD's birthday :). I sent her card out last weekend and she wrote me and told me how much it meant to her!!! She admitted she isn't good at writing back but she loves hearing from me :love:
I wished her a happy birthday on FB and she "liked" it. Even her mom and I touched base via her FB status. It made me feel good to be acknowledged today!!!!
I've had my moments.... But so far so good !!!
Thanks for all your encouragement!!!! I couldnt get through without you all :love:
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