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Used to wish I hadn't been born cause my heart was so torn at birth my mother mourned and so did I...yet unknowingly why I didn't know how to cry or understand why my whole life was a lie She was then she wasn't She isn't but she is She was alive and now gone Twice gone so long ohhh sooo long... You're here but you're not so little yet a lot I feel you I hear you I love you I adore you I thank you I've hated you I've come thru My God how I thank you Without this what would I do Who would I be there is no one else in the world like me and there will never be...another she and she remains in anonomity for eternity and forever a part of me she'll be I invite you to be with me.