prayer for grace and guidence

please stand in prayer w us as we continue to struggle w/ our sons special needs his diagnoses severe adhd mood disorder sensory intergration and RAD we have been in therepy since he was 4 he is now 8 weve recently had to have him placed in a behavioral hospital and curently in an intensive outpatient program we know God has great things for him and we r just sticking in their waiting for that break through moment but his rage moments r very difficult and at times he hurts his sisters and threatens us along w alot of physical damage to property he is such a sweet boy one minute and a raging bull the next we love our son so much and it is so difficult sometimes because he is just that our son and we forget that this was not something we could control his biological made choices that will forever impact him i struggle so often w guilt and i wish i would of handle things different in the begining but one thing that adoption doesnt have over biologically having a child is time to prepare for things that r out of ur control and knowing what genetically or medically may come w ur child and NO ONE that is isnt an adoptive parent understands and is always ready to judge and put in there two cents which adds to the guilt that continues to build. so please pray for our son, for anxiety fear and guilt that constantly plagues me.