Here is my sad update.................

Well my two youngest birth dad is dying. He has ALS and was in the hospital. I was forced to put them in touch with birth mom and the rest is history. I know they went to Arkansas to tell him goodbye. That's about it. Oh and the youngest changed her name and message me and told me that she isn't replacing me because she can't replace what she didn't have. Birth mom is all over her facebook page and we are out. I always knew that would happen if birth family came back into the picture and it has. So I got to go through all the **** and they got to protect her from me. It just sucks. I am grieving all over like when she went back into foster care (her choice) except now I know it's really over.