Wanting to feel complete

I am looking for a mother figure, my whole life I have always felt this emptiness inside me. I have always envied those who are close with their parents, visit their parents often, Sunday dinners etc. I know I am getting older, but that longing to be a part of a family hasn’t gone away. I am a single parent of 3 amazing kids, I am in the army and I currently live in Virginia. I hope this website will help me with what I am looking for.