Autistic Adult in Ontario Who Wants to be Adopted

Hi everyone. Im not sure where to put this so if this is the wrong forum let me know. To start off, I am actually 31 but have been disowned by my parents for being diagnosed Autistic with a learning disability. Im a female, and was diagnosed in my teens when I wanted to go to college. Unfortunately my family is abusive and my mother psychologically, emotionally, and mentally abused me for years before telling me I was "dead to her" and my Father said they didnt "have the time " to love me. The rest of the family was physically abusive or absent. As such, I went into adulthood with no adult figures in my life to guide me. I fantasise about Having a family who welcome and loves me. Because of the neglect there are things I find I have not known, such as how to go to the doctor, how to apply for an apartment, how to get a bank account, etc... Im Somewhat accomplished, I won an Ontario Youth Award for being a girl guide, Ive worked in dog shelters. I am an activist and have been on TV and spoken at symposia. I am an opera Singer, and want to become a music therapist. I have no siblings as they both died in a car crash. Im artistic and have synaesthesia and create personal portraits for people based on the colours i see them as. I am outgoing, passionate, compassionate and highly loyal. I love having New fun experiences. I dont do any drugs, I dont smoke. I do enjoy alcohol from time to time, love coffee. I want to be adopted because I want to start fresh and feel like I have a real family that is my own, who I can have Christmas with, share in my family's lives, have mother/daughter talks, and I want it to be real and legitimate. Looking for: Canadian, preferrably in Ontario, near Toronto or Hamilton LGBTQ friendly A mother, two moms, or mom/dad pair Autism and Neurodiversity friendly and understanding Disability friendly Someone who was wanted a daughter, and would be excited to have a mother/daughter adult relationship. Someone who wants to mentor and care for a daughter. Bonus: siblings/cousins who are active in the family life. My Instagram is lunar.aquarian My email is blairancestry19@gmail.com