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Well Today is mothers day ... my very first mothers day with out my son. I am ok I guess but it is hard I dont get to see my son and hold him and look at the little life I brought into the world. I do feel appreciated for him though. His mom and dad sent me a present and some flowers for mothers day to say thank you. They sent the cutiest little picture of him. He has gotten so big and so handsome and he was just smiling like there was no tomorrow and sitting up.. my son is sitting up all by himself. I dont really know how to deal with to day as a whole ... I do have my daughter to enjoy so that is a plus and it keeps me going but it doesn't remove the pain I feel for not having my son. I guess I did not think that mothers day would really be that bad but it is not what i guess I thought it would be like then again I dont know what I thought it would be like. This is the one thing that that I did not even think about. I have thought about birthdays and holidays but never mothers day. It is a bitter sweet day. Anyway HAPPY MOTHERS DAY TOO ALL!!! Jess
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