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I just want to find someone, any one from my birthfamily. I have been searching for so long with nothing. I have received my non id info and that only made things sadder. I have come to find out that instead of being the youngest of 3, I am the middle of 6. There may even be more, that the family services don't know about. Plus that's only on mother's side. According to the non id info she doesn't know who my father was so how am I supposed to find him. I may or may not have alot of siblings from him too.
My mother's name when I was born was Patricia Welsh,and she was a teenager. I have two older half sisters, when I was born their names were Angel and Suzanne. They were also eventually put up for adoption too. Suzanne became Julie and I have no idea about Angel.
My birth mother liked to move alot, she was known to move to CA, and CO before I was born. She left home at age 15, was medium hieght and build. She was really pretty and had brown hair and brown eyes.
I usewd to bitter about her when I was younger, but as I grew in age and mentality I realize that she had n o choice and that without her I would not even be here right now. I have known about my adoption as long as I can remember, and I have gone through the guantlet of fellings about everything having to do with my life. The only steady thought and feeling is wanting to find/ be found and learn as much about where I came from and who's genes I have running through me.
I had a good childhood, but I always understood that I was different from the rest of my family. I grew up in upper middle class and I never felt like I fit in. I was always over weight and wanted to play "boy" sports. Instead of liking to wear dresses and makeup I'm more comforatable in jeans and t-shirts any day. I have always liked rock and roll and country when everyone else around me listened to opera and classical. Where did these inate personality traits come from who am I like, who do I look like.
All these questions and more run through my head on a daily basis.
If you actually sat there and read this all the way through kudos to you, and thank you for being there, even if I can't see or hear you.
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